maybe i've grown out of it all or realize that complaining online won't fix anything

for there;s no one in the world i love more sure than you
and yet through my corruption you still stay
although i may be a freak
a creep
and yet
and yet you say you love me too
is it naught but something you say
or is it real too?
as real as i feel mine to be
then why do ic ry when you are hurt
when you are maligned
and you tell me not to be sorry
that it's not my fault
when i know it isn't but i feel i failed you
i'm sorry i'm so sorry
but knowing i would give my pathetic life for you doesn;t help
does it, because i would
but when i say i love you
i want you to know and really feel it
even if you don't love me back
always know
always!
that i love you and care for you
i will be here for you
even if i'm away
i have you in my heart
i cry for you even though you may not know it
just know that i love you
i love you
i love you